Just had my last Dragon Slayers tonight. I’m actually surprised. I did not think I would make a real friend here. Sure, I figured, okay, good friends to be made, friends who I will keep up with on facebook, and maybe chat with on skype every now and then. But I did not think I would make a real friend that I would pay money to come back and see personally.
I did not make one. I made several.
The people in my dorm are awesome and if I ever stop by their respective countries, I’ll drop in to see them and if they show up in America, I’ll hopefully have them stopping by to see me. But the best friends I have made here, apart from Kat who was in two of my classes and lives right next room, are the people I played D&D with at Dragon Slayers.
Ruth, Simon, Thomas, Alex, and Hugh were the first people I met at Dragon Slayers, and they welcomed me into their group when they were first starting a new adventure. They put up with my questions and lack of knowledge on the Pathfinder series, helped me, made me laugh, annoyed me, argued with me, debated with me, helped me. They became really good friends. And Adam, Antti, Marleen as well when they joined up. I don’t want to say good bye to them. But I just had to. And now I am very sad.
I don’t wanna go home but at the same time I really do. If I could just pick them all up and bring them back to the US with me, I’d be happy.
Sure, I’ll see them again. I know it. I’ll Skype with them, and play D&D with them over Skype, but it won’t be the same. I won’t get to go out with them to movies afterwards. I won’t get to spend Sundays with Hugh at some new town, exploring forests, or at waterparks, or visiting his aunt.
No more going to Ruth’s house and helping her with the horses, playing with her dogs, and having her white cat nap (and drool) on my lap.
No more planning to go out to a gay club with Adam, and teasing Simon and Alex with random pairings. Or debating the best thing to do for our barony with Thomas.
Yes, I am sad. I don’t want to say goodbye. I didn’t expect to gain such good friends and now that I must leave them, it makes me very sad :(
But I don’t regret it. I’ll never regret coming here and I’ll never regret making the friends I did. I just wish they weren’t so far away.



